*Miracles That Actually Happened To Me, In 11/2006! The Following is a TRUE Story. Read It, & Dare To Believe.*

  In 11/2006, I came home one night, feeling broken, & beat down by the world. I was just about broke, I had no relationship with my family in the previous 5 years, & it was very poor anyway with them, so ... I also felt like ending my life right then & there, due to continuous thoughts of hopelessness, as well as other tormenting thoughts... social ´fears,´ as well as this unfounded fear that people were tryn´a kill me, in the middle of the night.

  It was the wierdest thing; I felt ´compelled´ to just start praying. I said:

  "OK, Jesus. Help me. You win. I can´t do this anymore. IF you´re real, You show me! Here I am .... I´m sorry I cursed out my parents & for rejecting you. Here, look ... I´ll call my father to appologise to him .... (So, I called my dad to appologise to him, & after I called him up to leave him a messege, I cried out): Look. You see? I told you! Where are you, Jesus? Help me, please. I can´t do this on my own anymore ... Please forgive me. Help me! I´m sorry I rejected you ..."

  So I´m standing there with tears running down my face staring up at the ceiling as if I was ´expecting´ to hear from Him, or feel something, & I did! -- All of the sudden, I felt this overwhelming peace come over my entire body. -- The tormenting thoughts of hopelessness, & ending my life, INSTANTLY left my head, & was replaced by the soothing, comforting, & emotionally-stabilizing Holy Spirit. He instantly healed my bottom left rear moler, as well.

  My right ankle was diseased; it used to lock up on me, an average of 10 times per month, & was stiff practcally every other day, in that 5 year period. I had a medical condition called "Effusion" in the joint ... -- It instantly healed up, & when no other Dr. helped me because I had no insurance to cover an operation. I was snubbed & rejected in emergency rooms by several different "Dr..´s." - both in NJ, & here in PA. Not surprising, in this cold-blooded medical system! -- JC healed my ankle, when the world litterally coldly turned it´s back on me. I was miraculously healed, in an instant! -- No psychiatrist, D.D.R (Dentist) or Dr. was ever able to make this happen for me, in my entire life. How interesting!! My torments fears & pains at that moment, completely vanished on the spot. ... I mean whut can I say? I am so impressed by the works that He has done in my life, that I must tell you about this, so that you too, can experience this, if you so desire.

  Some Of My Old Habbits, Prior To 11/2006

  I used to draw airplanes all the time, since I was a little kid. I over-focussed on them as I love aviation, & as an adult, I drew planes nonstop 12 hours a day stuck in my strong-hold, not going anywhere in my pseudo-misery (so to speak), & after that moment in 11/2006, I just lost the compulsive urge, stopped drawing. It just ceased, all at once. No meds ... No counselling .... No "help" from the world. Amazing. Absollutely amazing. I would have never believed that such a thing was at all possible, if it didn´t happen to me, personally. This was not some phony-balony televangelist put-on; -- this was an actual in the flesh in yer face experience, & I attest to it to be the 100% truth.

  I can forgive people now, I´m not suicidal ... I´m not full of hate ... I´m not severely obsessed with my former passion of drawing airplanes day in & day out like I´ve been doing for my entire adult life prior to 11/2006, & I´ve gotten the relationship back with my parents, which means a whole hell of alot to me. I went from being a selfish, vengeful, unforgiving individual, to having a sudden hunger for knowing more about this amazing deity that from what I used to hear so much about in the world throughout my life up to that point, was this dude who healed the blind, the lame, & the sick, 2000+ years ago.

  Shortly before God saved my soul through JC, I used to be in counselling for hateful feelings I had towards everyone who wronged me, w/other bad thoughts, & at the moment that I was healed. It was the wierdest thing. I just knew that I was made right, by my faith in Him(!) When it happened, I automatically went over to the phone, & cancelled all of my future Dr.´s appointments. There simply was no more need to go to further sessions as I was not suicidal any longer ... I was not hateful of people any longer. It was all over. At that point, that´s when I suddenly put ´2 & 2 together´ as they say, once I received the Holy Spirit, & believed evrything that was written in whut I now know to be the soveriegn Word of the Only living God, & His Son as told of, in the New Testament. -- Also He is prophacied aabout, in the Old Testament! "The demons tremble at His name." Amen. Neat, huh?

  Let me say, that ANYONE who tells you that the Holy Spirit of God, or His Son Jesus Christ does not exist, or that He does not heal, or that the Holy Spirit is not real, is nothing more than a liar, a misleading snake, a false-prophet, & are an anti-Christ, as warned of, in II PETER 2. I reccommend the NKJV, as myself, & my other evangelical brothers & sisters agree on this variant. Check it out, sometime.  

  As far as the influence yer "friends" may have over yer decision, who cares whut yer "friends" think about it. Friends are fickle & generally undependabe, -- ESPECIALLY those of em,' who are still heathen, their souls not having been born again, through Jesus Christ. I´ve got another astonishing revelation for ya ... People in general, are not yer judge, so remember that.
 

  At this point, I´m a prayer warrior, in the Christian faith. He has shown me that He loves me for who I am, & most importantly, that He has forgiven me for my blasphemies, for the self-exhaltations & pride in my heart. He's shown me that I´m now a partaker in His inheritance, & promised rest. He has given me the right to enter heaven not by my own might, but by God's grace & mercies. Just think ... if you open up your heart to him, He will do the same, for you too!

  Behold:

JOHN 6 : 47 - 51

47    "Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes
in Me has everlasting life.
48    "I am the bread of life.
49    "Your fathers ate the manna in the wilderness,
and are dead.
50    "This is the bread which comes down from
heaven, that one may eat of it, and not die.
51    "I am the living bread which came down from
heaven. If anyone eats of this bread, he will live
forever; and the bread that I shall give is My flesh,
which I shall give for the life of the world."

                                                  My Way Of Life

  The life I lead goes like this: I witness to people around my town & tell others of the miracles that Jesus did for me. No, I´m not a pastor, but I do minister to people around the town from time to time of Jesus & who He is, & of the miracles that He performed in my life in 11/2006. In return, the Lord sends people my way to help me out with a variety of things, from time to time. (Food, little things like that ... etc.) That´s what´s called living BY FAITH. Through Faith in Jesus Christ are we healed, as what is spoken of, in the New Testament.

  I´m no yuppie, & I´m not fancy. I´m stuck in a very low income bracket, but the Lord is taking very good care of me, & He sends people my way to help me, so if He works that way through you, great! God bless you for it. But if not, that´s fine too. I'm not taking advantage of women, like that. All that you have to do is believe in Him, & He will send others your way to help you out, as He mentions in the NT. That's living by faith, thass the way I live. A true Christian understands this. Not some pagan, full of pride, & arrogance.

  ...that all I know how to do is to quote scripture, because I am knowledgable in a variety of areas of conversation., so kindly do not stand in judgment of me. Thanks.